Friday, April 11, 2008

Why oh why

Ok, for the maybe one of you who've read on a somewhat regular basis, you may recall a blog from many moons ago regarding unrequited. It sucks. Hopefully not the blog, but the unrequited itself that sucks. Why are feelings still so strong after so much time? Why are the feelings unrequited? Why am I unable just to "let this go"? Now, it appears, we are buddies. Just buddies. Total beer drinking, platonic buddies. whooopdeedooo. Go away feelings! If you are of absolutely no positive use, just go the f&ck away! If there is no hope - which has been made painfully clear to me there is none - then feelings, seriously go the f&ck away! This sucks.
Oh, and the "Crazy Cat Lady" mugs are even currently out of stock. What's a girl to do???

1 comment:

Melissa said...

Let me know if you figure out the "how to let go" part....I'm trying to work on the letting go of years of accumulated anger/bitterness toward Pat, which is hard when he and Joel keep aggravating old wounds....
4 different medication trials later and on my second therapist, I'm still looking, and hating that I'm even needing to "stoop" to these things, but God hasn't yet answered my prayer for something very large and heavy to fall out of the sky on top of him.....bummer! ;-)